random thoughts yet again

oh yeah! weekend na naman. finally, i can breathe. kailangan ko yatang mag-gather ng energy para sa giyera next week. papers and exams na naman. this week has been extremely exhausting. everyday na lang may exam. 2 weeks to go. 2 weeks. grabe, may math exam pa sa holy week. penitensya nga naman. haha x_X sana lang talaga makapasa ako sa lahat ng subjects. waaaa. *gasp* sheeeet, 24.5 units na lang next sem. what a relief! halos mamatay ako sa sem na 'to. naku. naku. nakakalungkot namang isipin na 34 na lang kami sa klase next sem. :( oh well.

random thoughts

hay naku. i can't wait for this sem to end. pagod na talaga ako masyado. i wanna have a break. di bale nang may summer class, basta matapos na 'tong sem na 'to. gusto ko nang umuwi samin. aaaack. yey. malapit nang dumating ang mga bagong intarkids. magkakaroon na ako ng buddy. yipee. nakaka-excite. sana mabait siya. or else patay siya sakin. haha. haaaay. walang kwenta tong post na to. pasensya na, sabog na ako. i need some motivation. nauubusan na ako ng energy sa kaaaral dito. argh. oh yeah. after 48 years, wala kaming exam on a saturday. whoa. more than a month na yata kaming nag-aaral for 6 days a week. nawawalan ako ng oras para sa lakwatsa. bummer. aha. life can be so boring. each day, i realize even more that i'm madly in love with coffee.

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i refuse to believe that i'm giving up on this crazy course i've chosen. words have power, and so i declare that i can do this. shifting is not an option. i must hold on. hold on - even if my eyesight's becoming terrible. hold on - even if my life's way way beyond normal. hold on - even if i still have a long long long way to go. hold on. hold on. and someday, i'll get to where i want.

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... you are my first star at night, i'd be lost in space without you...