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i refuse to believe that i'm giving up on this crazy course i've chosen. words have power, and so i declare that i can do this. shifting is not an option. i must hold on. hold on - even if my eyesight's becoming terrible. hold on - even if my life's way way beyond normal. hold on - even if i still have a long long long way to go. hold on. hold on. and someday, i'll get to where i want.

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... you are my first star at night, i'd be lost in space without you...