saved by the rain
thank heavens, classes are suspended! now i've got more time to study for my freaking exams tomorrow. haha. how i wish Aug 9, '07 would be erased from the calendar. i have no idea how i'm going to stuff all the information in my head. cat muscles. cat bones. physiology. history of art. physics crap. oh nooo. but amidst all the tensor fasciae latae and the transverse processes of God-knows-what vertebrae, i still found time to update this blog. haha. plus i changed the skin pa. what waste of time. but i badly need a break because my sanity's at stake. so lalala i'm really really glad that manila is flooded right now.
hah. and one more thing that makes me happy is the fact that i managed to pass our org chem exam. i'm probably overreacting, but what the hell, that's organic chemistry. it's like one of the subjects most people dislike. and i mean really dislike. so there.
right now, i am sort of exhausted. i haven't slept for days already, and i dunno when i'm ever going to have 8 hours of peaceful sleep. the sched's so hectic, the subjects are extremely demanding, and it's times like these when i have thoughts of regretting why i chose to be here. but then again, it's no use crying over spilt milk. i may miss the illumina people badly, but i still get to see them once in a while. never mind if i'm overburdened with all the schoolwork given to us, at least i satisfy my parents' expectations. never mind if i don't sleep at all, i still get the satisfaction that comes with knowing i passed my subjects through my own efforts. never mind if i'm not normal anymore. never mind. never mind. never mind. i sound so bitter. well... i really am - slightly. =P but then again... the semester's gonna be over soon, and i've got another semester to go before i wear the white uniform - before i dissect the real thing (and not cats anymore), and i should say that this gives me more than enough reason to stop whining and just hang on.
hah. and one more thing that makes me happy is the fact that i managed to pass our org chem exam. i'm probably overreacting, but what the hell, that's organic chemistry. it's like one of the subjects most people dislike. and i mean really dislike. so there.
right now, i am sort of exhausted. i haven't slept for days already, and i dunno when i'm ever going to have 8 hours of peaceful sleep. the sched's so hectic, the subjects are extremely demanding, and it's times like these when i have thoughts of regretting why i chose to be here. but then again, it's no use crying over spilt milk. i may miss the illumina people badly, but i still get to see them once in a while. never mind if i'm overburdened with all the schoolwork given to us, at least i satisfy my parents' expectations. never mind if i don't sleep at all, i still get the satisfaction that comes with knowing i passed my subjects through my own efforts. never mind if i'm not normal anymore. never mind. never mind. never mind. i sound so bitter. well... i really am - slightly. =P but then again... the semester's gonna be over soon, and i've got another semester to go before i wear the white uniform - before i dissect the real thing (and not cats anymore), and i should say that this gives me more than enough reason to stop whining and just hang on.
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