FINALLY
so after about 7 months, i am writing out of extreme boredom once again. yay! i should really thank high heavens for this long break, BUT this summer's slowly turning into a bummer. everyone i know is practically busy with summer class and my, i have nothing left to do! it's utterly silly that i complain a lot when i'm given tons of work. now that i'm given more than enough time for rest and relaxation, i find myself complaining again. guess i'm just not used to slacking anymore. i live a VERY busy life, yes. and i understand that i definitely need a break. but i think being unproductive for two months would be sooo unhealthy (well, for me at least). i am looking forward to finally being in med school.
i've realized that ever since i entered college, my appetite has become really big. i can basically go through a day of nonstop eating and still feel like i have an empty stomach. it's pretty weird. and it's quite alarming at the same time. i should start learning how to curb my appetite so that come med school, i won't be ingesting too much anymore. and i need to stay fit for more doses of stress (hello buckets of coffee). but i figured starvation won't work well for a person like me who loves binging. i am not anorexic nor bulimic, and i will never be. the best thing to do now is to get more physical. i have this sudden urge of going to the gym and having work out sessions. haha crazy me. but why not? =P
lately, i've been involving myself in quite a lot of personal talks with former schoolmates, which is really good since i need a lot of catching up. two years of intarmed shiz turned me into a study freak, and i admit that my social life became non-existent for a pretty long while. well, so much for making myself believe that i'm living a perfectly normal life. it amazes me how different the people i know have become. and i'm really glad that some have gotten past their life crises and realized that they need to come out of their closets. =] the life-changing conversations made me realize how much i miss all the sharing and talking. okay, much has been said.
ANYWAY. i can't really hide my excitement for the coming semester. come june (or july perhaps), we'll be donning white uniforms, wearing nameplates, dissecting the real thing, and studying the essentials (no more calculus, organic chemistry, religion, sts, and other unimportant ones for us! woohoo!). i have been waiting for this time to come, yet apart from the happiness i feel, there's this hint of nervousness. i just hope med school turns out to be fine for me, because in the first place, i wasn't thinking of becoming a doctor before this whole intarmed thing entered my world. but there's no turning back now. i should and i have learned to love the course despite all the struggling (or should i say suffering?). whatever. this is the more important thing now: pre-med's over. finally.
i've realized that ever since i entered college, my appetite has become really big. i can basically go through a day of nonstop eating and still feel like i have an empty stomach. it's pretty weird. and it's quite alarming at the same time. i should start learning how to curb my appetite so that come med school, i won't be ingesting too much anymore. and i need to stay fit for more doses of stress (hello buckets of coffee). but i figured starvation won't work well for a person like me who loves binging. i am not anorexic nor bulimic, and i will never be. the best thing to do now is to get more physical. i have this sudden urge of going to the gym and having work out sessions. haha crazy me. but why not? =P
lately, i've been involving myself in quite a lot of personal talks with former schoolmates, which is really good since i need a lot of catching up. two years of intarmed shiz turned me into a study freak, and i admit that my social life became non-existent for a pretty long while. well, so much for making myself believe that i'm living a perfectly normal life. it amazes me how different the people i know have become. and i'm really glad that some have gotten past their life crises and realized that they need to come out of their closets. =] the life-changing conversations made me realize how much i miss all the sharing and talking. okay, much has been said.
ANYWAY. i can't really hide my excitement for the coming semester. come june (or july perhaps), we'll be donning white uniforms, wearing nameplates, dissecting the real thing, and studying the essentials (no more calculus, organic chemistry, religion, sts, and other unimportant ones for us! woohoo!). i have been waiting for this time to come, yet apart from the happiness i feel, there's this hint of nervousness. i just hope med school turns out to be fine for me, because in the first place, i wasn't thinking of becoming a doctor before this whole intarmed thing entered my world. but there's no turning back now. i should and i have learned to love the course despite all the struggling (or should i say suffering?). whatever. this is the more important thing now: pre-med's over. finally.
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