Saturday, February 03, 2007

toxic

FINALLY. after 1234634289 years, i managed to post another entry. it's not like i have important things to say anyway. i just feel like writing and that's about it.

i'm really sorry for the incoherence here. my mind's kinda not working well these days due to STRESS. i've been trying to fill it up with too much information, and i guess it's already damn tired. life is REALLY REALLY HARD, and it doesn't help that our professors are sooo evil. they're giving us exams practically every week! plus they give us requirements that are nearly impossible to accomplish. i so want to have a break, but time really doesn't permit. i can't even, for the life of me, sleep in peace. and thanks to coffee and chocolate, i am able to attend class without falling asleep right in the middle of a discussion. MED is definitey toxic.

it's funny that my classmates and i keep on complaining about the things happening to us, when in fact we were the ones who chose this kind of life. just last night, after our math100 class, and after finding out that we have about 5 exams for next week, patrick said, "omigod. ano ba tong pinasok natin? what if nag four-year course nalang tayo? in 2 yrs nga, matatapos na tayo sa pre-med. pero parang 2 yrs din naman ang binawas nila sa buhay natin." so there. that made me think about stuff too. that made me think again if i really want to become a dcctor the intarmed way. but of course, quitting intarmed is such a stupid idea because i've already wasted about a year of my life in the course. so i just have to look forward to that day when i'll receive my diploma and finally get to own the right to attach MD to my name.

well. the previous statements seem so serious. hehe ;) sorry about that. there's just a time in one's life wherein some contemplation is needed. :)ANYWAY. break time's almost over. i'm out.

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