dead tired

philo exam this saturday. histo exam on monday. bio exam on tuesday. i haven't even started writing my essay for philo and my scientific journal for comm. then on friday, we're going to run around the campus again. 10 rounds in like, 30 minutes. oh great. this is going to kill me.

no more time to get enough sleep. i want to take a rest! but i can't. poor me. poor body, abused daily and filled with too much coffee. now tell me what torture is.

oh no. my grades are in danger. i have to finish this research thing just so i won't have a grade of INC and i'll be able to go home during the break. what has happened to me? gone are the days when i can freely have fun and not worry about academics. gone are the days when i can keep on cramming and still pass everything. gone are those days. i feel so dumb. i now have to slave my ass off.

am i really destined to suffer? goodness. i d0n't really enjoy this life.

now i'm starting to think that i really should have chosen the longer way of becoming a doctor instead of this.